Despite knowing exactly what I want and working hard to get to the point when I am self-sufficient and fully realised as an artist, I...

In this personal reflection, Ilya Melnikov explores the evolving purpose behind a lifetime of creative work. From experimental films to conceptual soundtracks and abstract art, this piece questions authorship, authenticity, and the need for an audience in today’s digital world. A sincere invitation into a niche but resonant artistic journey.